When her hair is up

If you ever see me with my hair in a bun, be very careful around me. Because it always means I'm really down. I might just have had a bad morning, and my mood can change during the day, but then I take my hair down so I can feel free and feel like myself again. I might just be in an emotional chaos - like today. Sometimes I really can't figure out why I feel like I do.. I can hardly figure out what I even feel.. so when people ask me, I just get annoyed, and kind of sad, because I once again realize I don't understand what's going on in my mind. I always have an idea on why i feel the way I do, but mostly I deny that thought, since it's always something I don't think is okey of me to think.. I know, it's weird.

But this is just a trick to figure out how you guys should act around me. If you annoy me when my hair is up, I'm not just gonna give you my killer-eyes as I normally do. I will literally hit you with a book or something like that. If not, I'll run away and cry - I think. So don't piss me off, and don't make me sad. Just be very gentle to me, and try to make me happy? If you care for me of course.. if you don't care I guess you can just ignore me as usual?



- Kayleigh